Livingston Rossmoor
A Man of the Tightrope
from the book "A Man of the Tightrope"
On first sight,
I loved the painting.
A man on the tightrope with a balancing pole.
He was up there not to perform,
he seems was forced shakily standing there,
an albatross to learn how to balance his life.
I got the painting,
hung it in my family room.
I looked at him in the morning
and came home at night.
It reminded me, one misstep, life ruined.
I moved the painting to my office.
I liked to think he inspired me not to be
afraid of walking on the tightrope.
Years, decades,
after stumbling and out of balance many times,
I began to wonder,
how did he learn his trade.
That was the time he began to speak to me:
how he chose the pole,
the length, the weight;
and the cable;
how his hands, fingers gripped the pole;
drifted, swayed in the wind;
how his toes nailed the wire;
where his eyes were staring at;
his ears, listening to;
how his mind paused and pulsed,
left, right, up and down.
He told me,
he was not trained as a tightrope walker,
but he took it to learn how to face fears,
defy danger,
adapt to the obstacles;
and how to balance the body and mind...
His voices spoke volumes when I was broke,
knocked down on the floor.
This morning, I went into office,
the painting was down on the ground,
the wire hanging the painting broke,
the man, on the floor.
I left him there.
Glass shattered;
his voice shattered;
doom finally came?
Didn’t he learn how to fall?
I did not hear his voice.
Still, he holds onto his pole.